Edward Wong

Edward Wong is a Year 3 Neuroscience student at University of Alberta, Canada.

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2010 Winter Mid-Term

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Wow, it’s March 1st.
Cant believe how time flew by so quickly (I still believe that dopamine level is positively associated with time perception). Some of you guys may know why my (cerebral) dopamine level is always so high… Anyways.

This year of university life, so far had been entertaining. I guess in a certain extent,  I can interpret my schedules as being both relaxing and work occupied. I enjoyed my own researches projects, research labs, working office, and all these time spent from cramming into scientific articles. Not speaking too nerdishly, I am actually enjoying what I am doing, its simply fascinating to work with Masters and PhD students, as well establishing a close bond with all those brilliant-minded professors.

*Tic Tac Tic Tac* – One more month before my papers are due, guess I should seriously get a little more neurotic about my plannings, oh well. I am hoping I am getting at least one of them to be published.

P.S. I am sincerely hoping for a 4.0 this term.

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K200D – Officially Missing You

Sigh. Pentax service replied me and declared that my warranty had expired.
So now it is very likely that I:

1) Upgrade to a K7, costing $1000
2) Sell all my equipments, gaining ~$1750
3) Switch systems (canon), getting 2 new lenses, costing $2500

Or
2+3) paying an extra $750, losing a godly prime lens (43mm f/1.9 limited) , and a pretty decent external flash (360)

I am totally anxious about it. Moreover I am looking forward to a MacBook Pro; what really interests me is Mac’s unique Aperture 3, the interface is indeed admirable….
Guess I will work toward it this summer.

Thus, I need at least $2000 to fulfill my current goals. Money Money

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An introduction: Memory consolidation and Network systems

Brain-Power

Memory, has long been separated into distinct categories- sensory, short and long term; varies theories are proposed to clarify how memories are encoded and stored. Karl Lashley spent his entire life searching for the “engram”, a localized brain region that is responsible for memory storage, where inducing perturbation in this region will disturb memory in all aspects. Of course, there is none and the nature of memory remains a mystery. After 50 years, the theoretical concept of  Routtenberg and his colleague suggest that memory storage does not exist. There are no discrete brain regions that “store” memory, rather metaphorically, memory is the representation of overlapping, concurrent, multiple reactivated network circuits.

To understand the story of memory, first we must understand the nature of memory. How do we remember our own name? the word Edward can be divided into fragments, the semantic pronunciation, the syntaxical associations between each alphabet, the episodic representation of my self-image. I like to term this mixing of fragments as “schema”, a  general strategical categorization of events. An analogy of  this fragment nature can be drawn from mixing chemicals elements, mnemonic atoms, that of all produce a compound we refer to as memory. But what about recall specific details of episodic events? I remember taking an anatomy course in my first year of university, I forgot most of the anatomical structures that I could have recall easily back in two years. From the skeletal system lectures, I can still remember the location of our sphenoid, but I forgot almost everything other than that. So how do I explain this saliency of remembering sphenoid while forgetting everything else?

As forementioned, memories are linked by fragments of events. According to the computational matrix model of memory, these events can be represented by features and contexts. Breaking down the fragments, we have vector a and vector b. The product of these vectors creates a matrix of features in which is used to compare with the probe item. Increasing the events related to the probe will result a positive match, vice versa. One constraint of this model originates from the fact that memory does not simply represented by features. Memory traces can be found in all other aspects. Features of an item are considered as a piece of puzzle of memory. A ship, can be derived into lines, color, shape, size, episodic events, subjective experiences, which can be all summed up to create a central representation of the item – ship. In summary, the traditional views are flawed, there are no dual storage sites of short term versus long term memory.

The fragment nature of memory inspires my research in protein synthesis. Hebb proposed two stage of learning, first a protein synthesis independent stage that last hours and next, a protein dependent stage that thought to last for days, months, years and life time. The essential question here lies in the mechanisms of “where” and “how” memory are being processed. If there are no dual-storage where as memory are in fact presented as distinct events, the “storage site” will be vast, likely the entire brain is interactively responsible for this process. And the “how” question? Three levels must be considered, first is the molecular level where kinases are involved in feedback cycles. Next we have the cellular level where the so-called retrograde factors are contributed to enhance or dampen the physic synapses of neurons. Finally, the network level. Routtenburg proposed the theory of Post-translational modification (PTM) of de novo proteins. According to PTM, proteins that are necessary for consolidation are preexisted between synapses, and this dynamic view of memory suggests Protein synthesis inhibitors (PSI) role in memory retardation is simply a deprivation of “food” that are necessary for long-lasting memory.

PSI prevents learning and consolidation of memory fragments. In another way, protein synthesis is not an instructive mechanism for long-lasting memory, but rather it is responsible for the persistence of long-lasting memory.

The more I dig into my research, the more fascinating I think of God. The brain is unquestionably intelligently engineered, and here we are to understand the mechanisms and process of our brain.

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Winter 2010

Winter 2010, a little more busier than I thought.  Research is fabulous in a certain extent that I do what I like, but in a way – requires LOTS of work, speaking of reading.
Argh, I have SO MUCH I wanna write about, just don’t have the time here!

Right, my camera died on me last week while doing Ben and Shirley’s wedding photo shooting, it was sad. Well, I am glad that the poor camera is still under warranty! Just the shipping cost…

A side note, its funny how my site name “memorti” is related to all my research stuff, memory.

A pretty random blog entry, oh well.
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Christimas Service 2009

Yes, photos from Christmas service @ church. Yes, we were late… haha.
Missed great chunk of the beginning.

Christmas day (1)

Christmas day (2)
F A M I L Y
Father and Mother I love you – what a good service.

Christmas day (3)
And I had fun shooting little Salad <3

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Damn so cute <3 Love this picture.

And we went to Uncle Hayes’ house for Christmas party after lunch.
To be continue…

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實驗.The Prodigal God

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其實要證明上帝存在很簡單
1) 假設上帝存在
2) 假設上帝聽禱告

簡單來說, 只要將我們的實驗對象(ie 病人)分為兩組
第一組樣別人為他們祈禱
第二組是核實組, 沒有人為他們祈禱
最後若兩組病人病情好轉的指數達Signicifant difference 就證明上帝是存在, 否則就不存在

對, 十分可笑吧? 2006 年其中一個美國研究部告就指出有沒有禱告對冠心病病情是沒有幫助的, 所以上帝不聽禱告? 或是上帝不是全能? 或許是祈禱的方法錯了? 亦或是上帝更本不存在?
這Term 讀Computuational Memory Models, 就是想將記憶系統化作一條公式,增加A就減少B -> increase recall.
在公式裡要加入不同化的原素,不同的假切, 再將數據匯進不同的記憶理論裡,從而解釋記憶是甚麼
再看看, 實驗裡矛盾的實在多得很, 就只有觀察到的才計算在內? 上帝的選擇權應該放在公式哪裡? 考慮到禱告跟上帝預備的屬性? 個人跟上帝關係因素?

今天下午下課後一口氣看完了朋友介紹的一本小書 : The Prodigal God
相信大家都聽過浪子回頭的比喻吧
其實真正的浪子不只有一個, 大兒子跟父的距離也許比小兒子跟父的距離更遠
叫人警醒的一本好書

“There are two ways to be your own Savior and Lord. One is by breaking all the moral laws and setting your own course, and one is by keeping all the moral laws and being very, very good.”
怎讓有德行, 怎讓在教會虔誠, 何樣作好榜樣, 最終要問問自己 – are you doing it for yourself? or for HIS joy?
很喜歡書中提及了莫札特傳一個例子

敘述者 Salieri 說 “Lord, make me a great composer! Let me celebrate your glory through music – and be celebrated myself! Make me famous through the world, dear God…. In return I vow I will give you my chastiy my industrey, my deepest humility, ever hour of my life… Amen and amen!”

看了這齣電影的都知道, 當莫札特踏進了Salieri 的生命, Salieri 狠狠地罵上帝說 “From now on we are enemies, You and I… I like myself… Till he com. Mozart”
就像大兒子一樣, 恩典總是不夠用
看到別人的成就總是要抱怨
最大問題就是一切都為了自己

跟上述的實驗一樣,當自己是生命中的主哉時,上帝存在的可能性是零
自己的杯子都裝不進上帝,又怎能看得見上帝在人子身上的工作呢?
計算上帝是否存在的公式就是生命歷程,要計出答案需要增加不同的Conditions, 加入不同的Variables, 全都是生命中的點滴

我深信其中最重要的一個Variable便是 - 謙卑的功課

嗯.剛去了友人的Bachleor party…
沒甚麼可以說..,哈哈?
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2009 Calgary Winter Conference Part 5

WC 最後一篇了
Lake Louise 春夏秋冬去都一樣美 <3

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這個Ice Castle…

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?? 地球很危險

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Anson and Kiana

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真係有興致, 咁凍都打Ice Hockey..

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sexy pants

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“Argh”

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Roller Coaster

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and a few more shots before leaving

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Bye Holidays and here comes another brutal semester.

坐黃巴士回去..
唉 都不想再提
(部巴士究竟用咩做)

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Protein Synthesis and Memory

Brain-Power

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看到前境 既擔心又緊張

1984年美國卡洲大學一個實驗,
科學家將Cycloheximid (CXM)一種Protein synthesis inhibitor (PSI)打入白老鼠, P
SI阻礙了老鼠的染色體轉換為functional proteins的功能
老鼠從今就記不了東西
所以- 這些腦部蛋白質 = Memory? 還是缺少了這些部蛋白質癱瘓了 Memory coding?
無止境的問題

作日正式第一天上Psyco 496
太強了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
雖然Lab Meeting 都不懂他們說甚麼外星人話
但都聽得我津津有味
Its like music from a certain extend.

未來半年都將會研究這個Confound,
太正了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

對了, 作天都在參觀Brain labs, 看Paper, 切老鼠腦
MUHAHAHAHA

完美的一天

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2009 Calgary Winter Conference Part 4

第四天了, 跟大家睡了一小時
在車上再睡, 左了三小時多, (又)到了Lake Louise

其實自己甚少影雪景… 因為真的很冷..
對了… 這天我的手套不見了 =.=

忍耐…

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準備坐巴士

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恰巧前晚下了雪, 使雪景更美呵

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很喜歡這張… 很想快點買車!

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Lake Louise Hotel

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Where the lake ends, as a river(?)

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Thin Ice and crazy people, here, being a photographer is advanced.
It was actually snowing, makes the weather foggy.

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One more.

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Winter Beauty

這裡停好了 免得大家看厭雪景

待續

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一個冬天晚上 . 隨寫

Stop and Think

踏入新的一年, 感覺總是清新
身邊的一切都好像被更新了一樣

也許往年碰到的困難多了, 問題多了
人也相對地成熟了, 處理事情手發也不再一定是

在學術思維方面也被影響了甚多
傳統腦科書裡學到的也不是全對,
整個學術世界就像不斷地進行革命更新

新學期開始了一整週, 感覺挺輕鬆
都不用再讀自己討厭的學科
兩科研究都是跟碩士生一起上
需說是進階課, 但都不怎樣辛苦
坦白說, 相比Year 1 跟 Year 2 的課的
研究課工作量少, 都是看文章然後Discuss從而學習

學習輕鬆了, 換言之就多了時間看書
今天下午見了教授後去了圖書館
一口氣看完了翔的醫生札記
很久都沒有看過故事形式的書
這薄薄的書, 說明了醫生感性的一面
看到人外表是當麼剛強, 內裡卻是軟弱無能,
盡是虛空
尋死的不能, 掙扎生命的卻死去

隱隱約地看到了從來的自己, 盡是看不起人無敵的自己
其實最深處最看不起的是 – 自己

人大了, 問題多了, 不能事事都控制於手掌裡
漸漸體會到謙虛學習的重要性
看書時也不禁掉入了病人和醫生中間
感受到生老病死的人生歷程

最後, 要問自己一句: 今天, 你活著, 是為了甚麼?